Friday, January 15, 2010

Ok, kind of embarrassing, but I forgot I had a blog.
So...I'm starting back at school this coming Tuesday. So far I'm signed up for Ethics and Sanctification, Theology 2 and Medieval Philosophy...we'll see how this goes.
I'm ready to graduate. I wrote a poem today (posted below). I'm going to try to sleep now.

I pumped it straight into my veins

It made straight for my heart, then entered my soul

Something meant to fulfill only drained, left a hole

Pierced to the core

Nothing safe anymore

Security gone

Anarchy here to stay

Any semblance of peace

Was violated and dragged away

Supreme, the being

Judge and master, the eye

Anger that could sear

Shot up at the sky

Pent up in one little body

So much frustration and anger

Straining to expel it all

The consequences spell out danger

Trapped and ensnared

Our plight, twice thickened

When we look beneath our skin

To our blackened hearts, we’re sickened

Discover emotion just to lose humanity

When I commit crimes

I’ll have to plead insanity

Because I know the truth and still listen to lies

That funnel in my ears, tickle my pride

Leave me alone

Leave me here to die

I can’t help but hurt everyone

No matter how hard I try

Caught in the game

A victim of the trick

But I’ll have to pay for the joke

I’ll get every last lick

So to live life is to know that you’re trapped

Confined to a body

In weakness, wrapped

But the challenge is to find the source of strength

To learn to tap into it

And endure evil to its length

To ward off lies

More annoying than swatting flies

Cause they’ll destroy your life

Leave you with no alibis

Lies will destroy you

They’re from the author of hate

Listen to them today

And tomorrow they’ll seal your fate

Decapitate them early

In whatever their infantile form

Before they grow above your head

Before you’re metal in a lightning storm

I’m convinced and I see

That love’s the only way out

It turns your face away from darkness

It explains every doubt

If we could only see

Exactly what love means

The depth that surpasses seas

That encompasses every good dream

Divine, pure and clean

Yet conceivable by you and me

What a clash of glory and grime

A God who confines Himself to time

Love embodied itself helplessly

To die on behalf of you and me

Brings sorrow and joy unto me

Love was the beginning and the death of me